New Years day after the ball dropped, I got into some major depression. Talking to my girlfriend (dragon_wings on CS), I have figured out who I am. I always felt that I didn't fit in being a girl nor a guy. But a mix of both. I researched terms such as genderqueer, genderfluid, and bigender. I have come to terms of being bigendered. Basically I am both genders, though I feel more masculine. I have come up with a new name that I might change to.
For the most part, my family and friends on facebook are accepting. And I told a few coworkers already. Slowly getting there. My aunt, though, is a piece of work. She was trying to say I have penis envy. Thats the last thing I want. I hope in the next few years I can get a masectomy. Even men's clothing don't do well these things.
On a different note, I did get to meet dragon_wings last month for Valentine's Day. Hate the holiday but we got tattoos. It was an amazing trip and I miss her so.
For the most part, my family and friends on facebook are accepting. And I told a few coworkers already. Slowly getting there. My aunt, though, is a piece of work. She was trying to say I have penis envy. Thats the last thing I want. I hope in the next few years I can get a masectomy. Even men's clothing don't do well these things.
On a different note, I did get to meet dragon_wings last month for Valentine's Day. Hate the holiday but we got tattoos. It was an amazing trip and I miss her so.
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