I know this is the things I hate section but I didn't know where else to put this...
I am thankful as fuck that my mother is leaving Canada after a SIX week visit!
It was all my fault really, she guilted and manipulated me into believing she was actually sick and I was afraid that I wouldn't see her alive again. Now that she's been here I can see she was nothing but a guilt tripping, selfish liar, that she has been all my life. As I hadn't seen her in nearly two years I was starting to really worry that her health was rapidly deteriorating because...well thats what she made it out to be. Thats why her stay was so long and no a two-three week trip like I suggested when it was first brought up. She made this out to be her last possible trip.
She is not dying, she is not even sick (apart from high blood pressure) but she is a hypochondriac and an attention seeker intent on making the world revolve around her. Her most dramatic act calling me and stating "somethings happened to me" (inferring to her health during the call, so I think she's fallen or is having a bad turn) when I was 20 minutes car ride away, making me drive manically back to the mall I dropped her off at only to find the "something" she wouldn't elaborate on during the phone call was a man telling her she looked cute.
Thank fuck I am rid of her as of 6pm Wednesday and wont have to deal with her shit for at least a year besides a weekly one hour phone call. No wonder my brother hasn't called her entire trip, he is dreading her return as much as I am excited by it. I am pretty angry with myself that I fell for her bullshit ONCE AGAIN!!!!
I love her deep down, but I am totally reminded why I don't like her as a person and why I live on the other side of the world. Even if I didn't have K I would have made England work. Shes already talking about her next trip here....that wont be for another 3 years if I have anything to do with it.
I am thankful as fuck that my mother is leaving Canada after a SIX week visit!
It was all my fault really, she guilted and manipulated me into believing she was actually sick and I was afraid that I wouldn't see her alive again. Now that she's been here I can see she was nothing but a guilt tripping, selfish liar, that she has been all my life. As I hadn't seen her in nearly two years I was starting to really worry that her health was rapidly deteriorating because...well thats what she made it out to be. Thats why her stay was so long and no a two-three week trip like I suggested when it was first brought up. She made this out to be her last possible trip.
She is not dying, she is not even sick (apart from high blood pressure) but she is a hypochondriac and an attention seeker intent on making the world revolve around her. Her most dramatic act calling me and stating "somethings happened to me" (inferring to her health during the call, so I think she's fallen or is having a bad turn) when I was 20 minutes car ride away, making me drive manically back to the mall I dropped her off at only to find the "something" she wouldn't elaborate on during the phone call was a man telling her she looked cute.
Thank fuck I am rid of her as of 6pm Wednesday and wont have to deal with her shit for at least a year besides a weekly one hour phone call. No wonder my brother hasn't called her entire trip, he is dreading her return as much as I am excited by it. I am pretty angry with myself that I fell for her bullshit ONCE AGAIN!!!!
I love her deep down, but I am totally reminded why I don't like her as a person and why I live on the other side of the world. Even if I didn't have K I would have made England work. Shes already talking about her next trip here....that wont be for another 3 years if I have anything to do with it.
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