About 3 months ago my depression and anxiety problems got pretty bad so I went on some medication. Thing is, I didn't exactly get a prescription from a doctor.
They've done a wonderful job of helping balance me out and also made me a much better man to my family. I spend more time with my wife, I don't hate the kids, we all get along great, we're all happy.
Now I've run out of the medication. I need to see a doctor so I can get a scrip for more, but there's so much I'm worried about that I feel like it'd be a waste of time. What if the doctor feels I shouldn't take the meds because I need a lifestyle change more than meds? What if he says that since I was taking them illegally there's some policy where he can't give me something I've taken off the street? What if he just decides he doesn't like what I suggest I need and he gives me a different one that doesn't work?
I just hate hassle and I hate complications. I want to be able to walk in there and say "Look, I've been taking these pills for a while, they work, no negative side effects, so write me out a scrip and I'll get out of your hair." But there's so many things that can go wrong just based upon the personality disposition of the doctor that I'm afraid to even bother.
They've done a wonderful job of helping balance me out and also made me a much better man to my family. I spend more time with my wife, I don't hate the kids, we all get along great, we're all happy.
Now I've run out of the medication. I need to see a doctor so I can get a scrip for more, but there's so much I'm worried about that I feel like it'd be a waste of time. What if the doctor feels I shouldn't take the meds because I need a lifestyle change more than meds? What if he says that since I was taking them illegally there's some policy where he can't give me something I've taken off the street? What if he just decides he doesn't like what I suggest I need and he gives me a different one that doesn't work?
I just hate hassle and I hate complications. I want to be able to walk in there and say "Look, I've been taking these pills for a while, they work, no negative side effects, so write me out a scrip and I'll get out of your hair." But there's so many things that can go wrong just based upon the personality disposition of the doctor that I'm afraid to even bother.
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