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[jackfaire]

My whole life every love story, romance, romantic comedy has been the guy gets the girl. In my mind I built up this whole adult life for myself dating girls wooing them, being Zach Morris or Pacey Witter.

I so desperatly wanted to have a Joey Potter or Kelly Kapowski. For the last 10 years as has been mentioned I spent trying desperatly to have that succeeding a bit but something felt off and we all know what that was.

The problem and the thing I hate is that I still have this wife and kid image in my head. I thought maybe if I could see examples of gay married couples that are just normal I could get over that.

How do I stop wanting something that by virtue of being what I am I can't bloody have?

[Ghel]

Real life sucks sometimes. The best consolation I can give you is at least it's real.

I grew up sucked into the fairytale: prince charming would rescue the lonely but kind girl and take her off to his castle in the sky. I was a big fan of happily ever after. What I ended up with isn't anything like I imagined. It isn't perfect, but it's good.

You could end up with a good relationship, too. You could have the spouse and kids, if you still want to. It might not be quite like you imagined, but focus on what's important: a loving relationship with someone you respect and admire who feels the same way about you.

[jackfaire]

It might not be quite like you imagined, but focus on what's important: a loving relationship with someone you respect and admire who feels the same way about you.

I know *sighs* just have to shift my world view a bit and realize I am more into Jack McPhee. I can't help still loving reading and watching the boy meets girl stories they are very cute.