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I have an awesome life. Seriously. My wife is awesome. She was one of those chicks that I never in a million years thought I could get with because she's way out of my league but I somehow lucked out. Even the kids I bitch about are really cool. I'm watching my stepson right now play the force unleashed on his wii and without me or anyone else showing him how to play he's practically mastered this game. He's smarter than a 6 year old should be and while he is a bit annoying and can obnoxious a lot of times I secretly foster a sort of respect for him as I can see what kind of man he's going to grow into, the kind of man I wish I was now and could never ever be - the kind who doesn't take shit from anybody. He's going to do well in life just based on that alone. My daughter is the cutest thing on the face of the earth. No matter how grumpy I'm feeling that day she just has to smile at me, say "daddy!" and hug me and the grumpiness goes away.
I have a job that doesn't suck nearly as much as it could - the unpredictable hours suck, and its extremely tiring, but I'm also left alone most of the day. I do my own thing. No one bothers me much. I rarely have people giving me shit. The pay is good. Nice benefits package - for about $100 a week I've got the whole family fully insured. Health, dental, vision, even a $125K life insurance policy. And it's steady work so I'm not looking at a layoff in the near future.
I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I have are good and true. Loyal. My very best friend is practically like a brother to me. Just today in fact while I was feeling depressed he just unexpectedly showed up and made the cloud go away. Just by showing up. Who the hell has friends like that? No one.
That's because very few people have a life as good as mine. My wife and I get along great, job is great, friends are great, everything is fucking great.
But because I'm crazier than fuck, I just for some reason cannot be happy. Intermittently, I suppose, but overall I'm just sad, depressed, and exhausted.
I have a job that doesn't suck nearly as much as it could - the unpredictable hours suck, and its extremely tiring, but I'm also left alone most of the day. I do my own thing. No one bothers me much. I rarely have people giving me shit. The pay is good. Nice benefits package - for about $100 a week I've got the whole family fully insured. Health, dental, vision, even a $125K life insurance policy. And it's steady work so I'm not looking at a layoff in the near future.
I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I have are good and true. Loyal. My very best friend is practically like a brother to me. Just today in fact while I was feeling depressed he just unexpectedly showed up and made the cloud go away. Just by showing up. Who the hell has friends like that? No one.
That's because very few people have a life as good as mine. My wife and I get along great, job is great, friends are great, everything is fucking great.
But because I'm crazier than fuck, I just for some reason cannot be happy. Intermittently, I suppose, but overall I'm just sad, depressed, and exhausted.
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