f***ing up

[SkullKing]

Sorry if this is short, or incoherent or whatever, just need to vent.

I hate fucking up, hate, truly hate it.

I was starting to feel good a bout myself, first time since 2007 that i was actually having good grades and moving forward in college,(I repeated an year 3 times) thigs seem to be going right. and i fuck up in work.

It was my fault.

Some people could have done things a bit bette,r but at core it was my fault, and it blindsided me. i just can´t seem to be ablt to multitask or keep atention in everything that need attention.

I brought a deal of trouble to alot of people. Including people I like.

What is worse is that I still have 2 hours before getting out of work, the wait kills me.

I feel so broken, right now.

[bara]

Whether its a screw up or the world in general taking a shit on you, its feels horrible and takes awhile to recover. I know the feeling.

[Rageaholic]

I know exactly how that feels. I have the same problem with multitasking and motivation in general. Some days it feels like I'm just cursed and everything I try to do gets fucked up. Luckly, I have supportive family and won't get the annoying "responsibility" lectures I hate so much.

[Teysa]

Yeah it is hard when you mess up and you know it's your own darn fault. Hopefully, though, this is something that can be fixed. At this point all you can really do is see if there's anything you can do to help and find out how not to make the same mistake again. With any luck everyone involved will treat it as a learning experience.