by my husband
to the effect if you want to buy it get a fucking job. YES that was told to me today shopping while i wanted to get donuts, not for me but one for everyone which was four. it wasn't that i was told no donuts, but the way he told me it. and its not just today, its every so often i ask for something that i may want but its very much within reason or very very cheap.
yes, the fact that i am 31 years old, have been out of work since 2008 if not sooner, may or may not be trainable, am willing to work for miniumum wage JUST TO have some funds coming in to put away and help pay for things, and or limited experience may have alot to do with it.
The places I have worked have been grocery stores not just as a cashier, or secretary or contract as an admin assistant for a specific thing.
The few times I was fired were my fault but not for lack of TRYING to not be fired.
And not to mention i did put in THREE SEPERATE APPLICATIONS to husbands place of work only to have them EACH BE FUCKED UP in the computer system with the person in control of it playing "i dunno, I didn't do it" bullshit so its NOT like I am not trying.
I can only apply so many places each day, call back, wait for a call or what have you to be turned down, told no, told not hiring (WHICH IS A LIE why tell me that if you have a SIGN IN YOUR WINDOW THAT SAYS YOU ARE) or whatever....so honestly. you want me to get a job, then help me out. otherwise STFU and stop reminding me, stop blowing money on your gods damned DVD's or better yet RETURN ALL the presents
you want to play this game husband, then no presents this year since we are SOOOOO destitute. not just me, not just you, no presents for daughter or family or nothing. put your tree up and bite me. because if you are going to throw this in my face EVERY TIME then yes i will be angry and hurt.
excuse me while i cry from anger and the ever present knowledge that i cannot do anything after having tried for months
to the effect if you want to buy it get a fucking job. YES that was told to me today shopping while i wanted to get donuts, not for me but one for everyone which was four. it wasn't that i was told no donuts, but the way he told me it. and its not just today, its every so often i ask for something that i may want but its very much within reason or very very cheap.
yes, the fact that i am 31 years old, have been out of work since 2008 if not sooner, may or may not be trainable, am willing to work for miniumum wage JUST TO have some funds coming in to put away and help pay for things, and or limited experience may have alot to do with it.
The places I have worked have been grocery stores not just as a cashier, or secretary or contract as an admin assistant for a specific thing.
The few times I was fired were my fault but not for lack of TRYING to not be fired.
And not to mention i did put in THREE SEPERATE APPLICATIONS to husbands place of work only to have them EACH BE FUCKED UP in the computer system with the person in control of it playing "i dunno, I didn't do it" bullshit so its NOT like I am not trying.
I can only apply so many places each day, call back, wait for a call or what have you to be turned down, told no, told not hiring (WHICH IS A LIE why tell me that if you have a SIGN IN YOUR WINDOW THAT SAYS YOU ARE) or whatever....so honestly. you want me to get a job, then help me out. otherwise STFU and stop reminding me, stop blowing money on your gods damned DVD's or better yet RETURN ALL the presents
you want to play this game husband, then no presents this year since we are SOOOOO destitute. not just me, not just you, no presents for daughter or family or nothing. put your tree up and bite me. because if you are going to throw this in my face EVERY TIME then yes i will be angry and hurt.
excuse me while i cry from anger and the ever present knowledge that i cannot do anything after having tried for months
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