Ptsd

[Aethian]

In short...it sucks. Not only has it cost me the best relationship I've ever known but it's cast me into a horrible depression that at times has made me question everything.

[siead_lietrathua]

it does suck. and many many hugs. i hope that you can get the help you need to in order to overcome or adjust to your PTSD

[Aethian]

I've had it since 97 when my Dad tried to murder me. I've seen several therapists and its come that the last few want to start medication since "I had been doing so well". With this last time it had been almost three years since my last BAD attack. I was loosing weight...I was taking control of my life, I was finally starting to act like the adult I'm supposed to be age wise. And then my dog died of almost 12 years, had a breakup that could have been saved (I believe anyways), and then a miscarriage. Now I've had two bad attacks of it in a two month period. And I'm just getting tired of fighting.