Cross-posted from another forum I'm on:
This is mostly just me venting here.
I'm pretty upset at the moment.
Background: I have had narcolepsy since I was 16 years old. I am now 34.
For 18 years I haven't had a single, solitary day where I've gone to sleep and awoken feeling refreshed.
Not. One.
It's been mentally taxing and a few years back, I actually attempted suicide. It wasn't pretty and I'm honestly past that. It doesn't mean I'm not depressed a lot because of this. However, I lead a fairly successful life and do what I can. I could do so much more without this condition, though. Or at least temporary relief from it.
It's amazing how many people don't understand this. How many friends/family I've had tell me "everyone's tired all the time" or "I worked through *my* depression, so you can too!"
But, I have a few who are (slightly more) understanding than that. I also know there's at least one other person on this board who knows pretty much exactly what I'm going through.
Now, I'm not writing this to feel sorry for myself, so to the point.
I've discovered that a drug called Xyrem appears like it would be *extremely* beneficial to me. It's a legal form of GHB (date rape drug, basically), extremely controlled, and only dispensed from one pharmacy location in the country.
It allows a person to go into the deep sleep that is so evasive in people with narcolepsy.
I called my insurance provider, Kaiser, to see if this was covered and could be prescribed for me.
The head pharmacist (wonderful person, seriously), called me back after gathering some information.
What she found out:
- no, it's not covered by Kaiser.
- yes, it could be prescribed if I really wanted it
- it would cost me about $1500.00 a month
Uggh.
So close, yet so far away. I would just like to have one night where I felt rested.
Sorry for the rant. If anyone knows of any program that could possibly help here, that would be great. The thing is, I'm not exactly financially well off, but I'm comfortable. But the cost of that drug would be about half of my income.
Thanks for listening/responding/whatever.
ETA: I may have outdated information. Some people online are claiming that the price has risen to between $5000.00 and $7000.00 for a months supply. Bwahahaha...what?
This is mostly just me venting here.
I'm pretty upset at the moment.
Background: I have had narcolepsy since I was 16 years old. I am now 34.
For 18 years I haven't had a single, solitary day where I've gone to sleep and awoken feeling refreshed.
Not. One.
It's been mentally taxing and a few years back, I actually attempted suicide. It wasn't pretty and I'm honestly past that. It doesn't mean I'm not depressed a lot because of this. However, I lead a fairly successful life and do what I can. I could do so much more without this condition, though. Or at least temporary relief from it.
It's amazing how many people don't understand this. How many friends/family I've had tell me "everyone's tired all the time" or "I worked through *my* depression, so you can too!"
But, I have a few who are (slightly more) understanding than that. I also know there's at least one other person on this board who knows pretty much exactly what I'm going through.
Now, I'm not writing this to feel sorry for myself, so to the point.
I've discovered that a drug called Xyrem appears like it would be *extremely* beneficial to me. It's a legal form of GHB (date rape drug, basically), extremely controlled, and only dispensed from one pharmacy location in the country.
It allows a person to go into the deep sleep that is so evasive in people with narcolepsy.
I called my insurance provider, Kaiser, to see if this was covered and could be prescribed for me.
The head pharmacist (wonderful person, seriously), called me back after gathering some information.
What she found out:
- no, it's not covered by Kaiser.
- yes, it could be prescribed if I really wanted it
- it would cost me about $1500.00 a month
Uggh.
So close, yet so far away. I would just like to have one night where I felt rested.
Sorry for the rant. If anyone knows of any program that could possibly help here, that would be great. The thing is, I'm not exactly financially well off, but I'm comfortable. But the cost of that drug would be about half of my income.
Thanks for listening/responding/whatever.
ETA: I may have outdated information. Some people online are claiming that the price has risen to between $5000.00 and $7000.00 for a months supply. Bwahahaha...what?
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