Ok, so I recently started medical marijuana for my pain issues and PTSD. My doctor and several of my friends have been trying to get me on it for a while but I was always hesitant about it for various reasons.
Finally my doctor told me that I was harming my liver and kidneys with the amount of precriptions and otc meds I have to take just to function, and all but ordered me onto the marijuana. So, I gave in and gave it a shot.
The result? It's been about a month, and I am completely out of pain for most of the day, sleeping better than I have in...EVER, and am totally off all my pain meds and muscle relaxers and may be off my high blood pressure meds soon.
My doctor recommended me to a particular dispensary, as they were the only ones to lab test their strains for contaminants (molds, mildews, pesticides). The owner was a botanist and an activist.
On our first meeting we talked about what I needed medically, she gave me some medibles to try, and some marinol pills to sample to help with digestion issues (I have severe IBS due to the fibro). She recommended a strain for my condition called M'Otto which has such a low amount of THC in it the state doesn't even consider it marijuana. I'm not really interested in pot to get high, just to make the pain go away and let me sleep, so that worked fine with me.
I also got a couple of different strains beside the M'Otto, just to get a handle on what kinds work for me and what ones don't.
So, at this point I've vaporized a few different kinds...some of which made me sleepy, some made me a bit giggly, all of which eradicated my pain, but that was all the effect I ever felt from any of them.
Last night I decided to try one of the marinol pills for my stomach, which had been a slight bit dodgy for a day or two. She had instructed me to take it at least two and a half hours before bed, and not to take anything else. She told me that some people still get high on the pills, and that I want to see how it affects me and be sure if I get high, that its the pill causing it and not something else.
So I took a pill at about four o'clock and went about my afternoon- watching tv, having dinner, chatting online, etc.
At about six my two roommates and I settled down to watch Dexter and I wasn't feeling anything still. At about six twenty I started feeling just a little woozy and thought 'it's finally starting to kick in, I guess I WILL feel something on it'...and continued to watch tv.
Then, out of nowhere, Dexter suddenly turned into a Japanese man, spouting gibberish. It lasted for just a second...so fast that I didn't notice it until right after it had happened. At the same time I got a hot rush over my face, my scalp started crawling and there was a non-painful 'pop' in my head.
For a second, I actually thought I might be having a stroke (I have hypertension) before I realized it must be the pot. I alerted my roommates to what was going on, a bit floored because so far pot had never done anything close to what I was feeling.
Everything that was happening was crystal clear...AS it was happening. I'd get occassional bursts of people on TV speaking gibberish or their mouths not matching their words, but in the 'moment' everything was clear. After a few seconds, it started to break up- like waking from a dream, when you first start forgetting the images- and after five minutes I couldn't remember anything beyond vagueties (I'm at home, we're watching Dexter).
So it was like just living in every single moment, every memory of everything even a couple of minutes old almost gone. At one point, my roommates paused the show and left the room for a bathroom break, and while they were gone I couldn't figure out where they'd gone too. I vaguely recalled them being there, and then they weren't...it was like they just disappeared. I didn't 'remember' them going to the bathroom until one of them walked out of the downstairs bathroom.
All in all, it felt exactly like it feels to be anesthetized. For those of you who've had surgery, the moment you first feel the drug hit you and everything kind of goes vague and hot, just before you actually fall unconscious...I was stuck in that moment for two hours before I went to bed. Time was CRAWLING. I kept looking at the clock because it would feel hours had gone by and we'd been watching Dexter for an eternity...but it would have only been two or three minutes at most.
It was incredibly disconcerting and disorienting and I was not fond of the sensation in the slightest. I didn't slurr or do anything embarrassing according to my roommates (they said I looked 'disturbed' and flushed, but mostly just sat there quietly and when I did talk I was lucid) but it is not an experience I want to repeat. I emailed the dispensary to see what the THC levels of the pills are (so I can avoid strains with that amount of THC in them in the future).
Finally my doctor told me that I was harming my liver and kidneys with the amount of precriptions and otc meds I have to take just to function, and all but ordered me onto the marijuana. So, I gave in and gave it a shot.
The result? It's been about a month, and I am completely out of pain for most of the day, sleeping better than I have in...EVER, and am totally off all my pain meds and muscle relaxers and may be off my high blood pressure meds soon.
My doctor recommended me to a particular dispensary, as they were the only ones to lab test their strains for contaminants (molds, mildews, pesticides). The owner was a botanist and an activist.
On our first meeting we talked about what I needed medically, she gave me some medibles to try, and some marinol pills to sample to help with digestion issues (I have severe IBS due to the fibro). She recommended a strain for my condition called M'Otto which has such a low amount of THC in it the state doesn't even consider it marijuana. I'm not really interested in pot to get high, just to make the pain go away and let me sleep, so that worked fine with me.
I also got a couple of different strains beside the M'Otto, just to get a handle on what kinds work for me and what ones don't.
So, at this point I've vaporized a few different kinds...some of which made me sleepy, some made me a bit giggly, all of which eradicated my pain, but that was all the effect I ever felt from any of them.
Last night I decided to try one of the marinol pills for my stomach, which had been a slight bit dodgy for a day or two. She had instructed me to take it at least two and a half hours before bed, and not to take anything else. She told me that some people still get high on the pills, and that I want to see how it affects me and be sure if I get high, that its the pill causing it and not something else.
So I took a pill at about four o'clock and went about my afternoon- watching tv, having dinner, chatting online, etc.
At about six my two roommates and I settled down to watch Dexter and I wasn't feeling anything still. At about six twenty I started feeling just a little woozy and thought 'it's finally starting to kick in, I guess I WILL feel something on it'...and continued to watch tv.
Then, out of nowhere, Dexter suddenly turned into a Japanese man, spouting gibberish. It lasted for just a second...so fast that I didn't notice it until right after it had happened. At the same time I got a hot rush over my face, my scalp started crawling and there was a non-painful 'pop' in my head.
For a second, I actually thought I might be having a stroke (I have hypertension) before I realized it must be the pot. I alerted my roommates to what was going on, a bit floored because so far pot had never done anything close to what I was feeling.
Everything that was happening was crystal clear...AS it was happening. I'd get occassional bursts of people on TV speaking gibberish or their mouths not matching their words, but in the 'moment' everything was clear. After a few seconds, it started to break up- like waking from a dream, when you first start forgetting the images- and after five minutes I couldn't remember anything beyond vagueties (I'm at home, we're watching Dexter).
So it was like just living in every single moment, every memory of everything even a couple of minutes old almost gone. At one point, my roommates paused the show and left the room for a bathroom break, and while they were gone I couldn't figure out where they'd gone too. I vaguely recalled them being there, and then they weren't...it was like they just disappeared. I didn't 'remember' them going to the bathroom until one of them walked out of the downstairs bathroom.
All in all, it felt exactly like it feels to be anesthetized. For those of you who've had surgery, the moment you first feel the drug hit you and everything kind of goes vague and hot, just before you actually fall unconscious...I was stuck in that moment for two hours before I went to bed. Time was CRAWLING. I kept looking at the clock because it would feel hours had gone by and we'd been watching Dexter for an eternity...but it would have only been two or three minutes at most.
It was incredibly disconcerting and disorienting and I was not fond of the sensation in the slightest. I didn't slurr or do anything embarrassing according to my roommates (they said I looked 'disturbed' and flushed, but mostly just sat there quietly and when I did talk I was lucid) but it is not an experience I want to repeat. I emailed the dispensary to see what the THC levels of the pills are (so I can avoid strains with that amount of THC in them in the future).
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