The boyfriend's father for being a drunken asshole with a racist mind and tunnel vision with heavy narcist on the side.
The boyfriend's mother for hating my parents for no damn reason, and being a gossiper I know I can never be close to. Oh, and for telling all of her family lies about my family so they already though I was Satan's spawn when they met me for the first time at Christmas (after we had been dating five years.. almost six now, woo!)
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My one boss for being a bitch who goes on power trips because their children obviously are their own bosses.
My one other boss for believing every statistic he hears and not bothering to look for truth on his own, and then trying to debate with me when he's not very informed.
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My family and friends that bother me about," OH! But you worked so hard for that 4.0 GPA in your medical college thing and now you won't do anything with it?? What's wrong with you? Why aren't you selling your paintings and drawings? Why aren't you showing the world your GOOD art? Why are you so weird about things, you need to loosen up and have a few and calm down!"
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This girl I have been best friends and unwanted enemies with a few times, who has hurt me and been forgiven, who moved back from Japan after a two year stint.
Before she left, we were doing great. Known her since I was 10! We got past everything, and were absolutely kismet. She and I had all of our hearts on the table for each other, we were support and it felt like we had become the "one true friend" for each other.
And she comes back, after having lived alone and made new friends in Japan. How Japan is the best ever, how America sucks (I'm not really political at all, I just got so sick of hearing that all day), and then its how awesome her friends were. They are her family and they are so wonderful to her, and them them them..
I know its jealousy, but after having waited on baited breath and continuous contact like obsessed lovers for two years, I just was so happy to have her back (even if for a year only). I have been lonely and missing a little piece in my life. I get her back, and it sucks.
Her life there is all that seems to matter to her. Her other friends are all that seem to matter. I come to her with my tears and my ache and my troubles and all I get back is JAPAN.
I want my friend back, not this egomaniacal girl who hates where I am and wants only to be gone and will not listen to me like even a casual acquaintance would.
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My friend's boyfriend and his family decided not to drive her and (her's n his) baby to her own car to come see me and HER family over the holidays, because even though they live two hours closer, they can't be bothered to see them. SO THEY have priority.
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My grandmother being dead and gone and not wanting to live when she was alive.
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People that tell me its my own fault for not having any local friends.
Are you aware that people my age of 22 and near-peer-group are ALL either church-obsessed morons or alcohol-loving, drug taking, gun and/or whore fanatics?
Yeah... I totally want to be best friends with people I hate.
AND the people who tell me to go meet friends out of town.
Gosh... the next town is more than 100 miles away, that's a great idea. Visit my real friends more? Are you going to drive me to their four-seven-fifteen hour away houses??????
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Everyone who says I have nothing to worry about because I have a job and live at home.
My parents are both laid off, Ebay only pays so much when we find something not vital to sell, my hours at work are LOW and I have my own bills PLUS helping them.
My grandfather came to live with us after his trucking company (and the other one he could have gone to) went under. He gets unemployment AND social security. He's 71, no one wants to hire him. How does this not help?
Could be because the man eats about twenty three times a day, throws away things that do not belong to him, is inconsiderate when someone cooks (i.e. eating other people's shares), and smokes like a freight train. He lets my INDOOR ONLY cat outside, and the OUTDOOR ONLY cats inside, so now my animals are fucked up on behaviors and we had fleas because of that. He won't help around the house, and he pisses on the floor instead of the toilet.
As much as I love him, it's very angering to be around that all the time, and it pisses my parents off, understandably, because as many times as we have all been nice or mean or whatever to try and get him to act right or teach him, he refuses to learn or abide any common decency.
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My boyfriend for being laid off, but still with over 1k and living at home, who wants to eat out and want to have me pay, and wants me to drive everywhere.
For being assy at me when we had to stop screwing for two weeks so I could go get a damn physical.
For being like a typical woman, because he fucking nags at EVERYTHING from months and months ago, get over it, you damn woman.
I'm straight, not gay or bi.
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The damn lady who gave me my physical that accidentally cut my outsides.
WTMF??!?!??
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Everyone for not just letting me live, or say anything, or underestimating me, or questioning my intellect.
The boyfriend's mother for hating my parents for no damn reason, and being a gossiper I know I can never be close to. Oh, and for telling all of her family lies about my family so they already though I was Satan's spawn when they met me for the first time at Christmas (after we had been dating five years.. almost six now, woo!)
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My one boss for being a bitch who goes on power trips because their children obviously are their own bosses.
My one other boss for believing every statistic he hears and not bothering to look for truth on his own, and then trying to debate with me when he's not very informed.
-----------------
My family and friends that bother me about," OH! But you worked so hard for that 4.0 GPA in your medical college thing and now you won't do anything with it?? What's wrong with you? Why aren't you selling your paintings and drawings? Why aren't you showing the world your GOOD art? Why are you so weird about things, you need to loosen up and have a few and calm down!"
----------------
This girl I have been best friends and unwanted enemies with a few times, who has hurt me and been forgiven, who moved back from Japan after a two year stint.
Before she left, we were doing great. Known her since I was 10! We got past everything, and were absolutely kismet. She and I had all of our hearts on the table for each other, we were support and it felt like we had become the "one true friend" for each other.
And she comes back, after having lived alone and made new friends in Japan. How Japan is the best ever, how America sucks (I'm not really political at all, I just got so sick of hearing that all day), and then its how awesome her friends were. They are her family and they are so wonderful to her, and them them them..
I know its jealousy, but after having waited on baited breath and continuous contact like obsessed lovers for two years, I just was so happy to have her back (even if for a year only). I have been lonely and missing a little piece in my life. I get her back, and it sucks.
Her life there is all that seems to matter to her. Her other friends are all that seem to matter. I come to her with my tears and my ache and my troubles and all I get back is JAPAN.
I want my friend back, not this egomaniacal girl who hates where I am and wants only to be gone and will not listen to me like even a casual acquaintance would.
----------------
My friend's boyfriend and his family decided not to drive her and (her's n his) baby to her own car to come see me and HER family over the holidays, because even though they live two hours closer, they can't be bothered to see them. SO THEY have priority.
----------------
My grandmother being dead and gone and not wanting to live when she was alive.
----------------
People that tell me its my own fault for not having any local friends.
Are you aware that people my age of 22 and near-peer-group are ALL either church-obsessed morons or alcohol-loving, drug taking, gun and/or whore fanatics?
Yeah... I totally want to be best friends with people I hate.
AND the people who tell me to go meet friends out of town.
Gosh... the next town is more than 100 miles away, that's a great idea. Visit my real friends more? Are you going to drive me to their four-seven-fifteen hour away houses??????
----------------
Everyone who says I have nothing to worry about because I have a job and live at home.
My parents are both laid off, Ebay only pays so much when we find something not vital to sell, my hours at work are LOW and I have my own bills PLUS helping them.
My grandfather came to live with us after his trucking company (and the other one he could have gone to) went under. He gets unemployment AND social security. He's 71, no one wants to hire him. How does this not help?
Could be because the man eats about twenty three times a day, throws away things that do not belong to him, is inconsiderate when someone cooks (i.e. eating other people's shares), and smokes like a freight train. He lets my INDOOR ONLY cat outside, and the OUTDOOR ONLY cats inside, so now my animals are fucked up on behaviors and we had fleas because of that. He won't help around the house, and he pisses on the floor instead of the toilet.
As much as I love him, it's very angering to be around that all the time, and it pisses my parents off, understandably, because as many times as we have all been nice or mean or whatever to try and get him to act right or teach him, he refuses to learn or abide any common decency.
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My boyfriend for being laid off, but still with over 1k and living at home, who wants to eat out and want to have me pay, and wants me to drive everywhere.
For being assy at me when we had to stop screwing for two weeks so I could go get a damn physical.
For being like a typical woman, because he fucking nags at EVERYTHING from months and months ago, get over it, you damn woman.
I'm straight, not gay or bi.
--------------
The damn lady who gave me my physical that accidentally cut my outsides.
WTMF??!?!??
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Everyone for not just letting me live, or say anything, or underestimating me, or questioning my intellect.
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